Chapter 28: Tonight Is The Night

Drake’s P.O.V.

I sat down at the kitchen table with Mere. She came over here and was stressing out. I knew this would happen but I thought she would be stronger than this. Mere never stresses out yet here she is.

“What’s wrong?” Nicki asked as she came into the kitchen. I grabbed her and pecked her lips before letting go.

“I can’t stop thinking of her. Send her here; I can’t deal with her being only a door away,” she paced. Running her hand through her hair, she finally sat down with a huff.

“She’s talking about Blake?” Nicki turned to me. I nodded as I looked at Mere. She looks like she didn’t get enough sleep.

“If you haven’t noticed, it’s a little crowded around here,” I pointed out. We already have Ace and James staying in the only guest rooms we have.

“Maybe she should go stay with Jaznae,” she mumbled. She seriously isn’t offering that right? Everyone knows there is no space in that house.

“Can’t you just ignore your feelings or something?” She cut her eyes at me so I quickly shut up. Mere can be very intimidating when she’s mad.

“You can’t just do that Aubrey! Mere, maybe you should keep your distance for a while until you can sort out how you’re feeling,” she offered and Mere smiled at Nicki.

 “Thanks Nic,” she gave her a hug before hugging me. After she left, Nicki hit me on my arm.

“Ow, what was that for?” I groaned.

 “Can’t you just ignore your feelings,” she mocked me. I laughed before looking her over while licking my lips.

“Come sit on Papi’s lap,” I smirked. She came and straddled me while smiling. “Your birthday is tomorrow,” I sucked on her neck.

“Can’t you just take me now,” she moaned. She doesn’t know how bad I want to take her up on that offer but I need to wait or my plans will be ruined.

“Naw, Imma make you wait all day and then all day tomorrow,” I smirked. She cut her eyes at me and I chuckled.

“Please don’t tease me; take me at twelve,” she begged.

“I’ll see if I feel like it,” I debated. I needed to fight the obvious temptation on my lap.

“Seems like you feel like it now,” she laughed as she grinded on me. I threw my head back and put my hands on her waist to still her.

“Just you wait,” I smacked her ass before she got up.

~

“It’s Nicki’s birthday tomorrow,” I told Shad when I met up with him. He was helping me plan it so the night will be special.

“You really love that girl huh?” He asked me. I let out a small grin while thinking of Nicki. “She’s everything I could ever want in a girl and more. I don’t know how I got lucky to have her in my life but I’m not complaining. She changed me for the better and I can never repay her for that,” I blushed a little Damn she got a nigga blushing and shit. I turned to look out the window and saw someone. “Shit,” I mumbled. Shad followed my gazed and sighed.

“I’m bout to head out,” I dapped him up before chasing her. I grabbed her and dragged her to the side. She groaned when she saw it was me before trying to escape.

“Let me go Aubrey,” Kolbie snapped. She comes back and that’s what she says?

“You’re supposed to be fucking dead!” I snapped at her. She was dead; Jhene said that she was dead. What the fuck is she doing here?

“Gee thanks,” she said sarcastically. I cut my eyes at her to let her know how serious I was. This was not a joking matter.

“Jhene told me you were dead,” I locked eyes with her. She sighed and shook her head at me before talking again.

“I told her to tell you that,” she crossed her arms. Who would do something like that? Why lie about a situation like that? This girl had to be absolutely insane.

“Why?” I scrunched up my face.

“There’s so much you don’t know Aubrey,” she rubbed my cheek before walking away. I ain’t got time for her bullshit and drama. Kolbie used to be best friends with Jhene, and I thought she died.

 

 

 

Blake’s P.O.V.

“I’m sorry if I did something wrong the other day,” I apologized to Mere. I didn’t know what I did but I thought apologizing was the best idea. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked that question but I was curious.

“Don’t apologize; please don’t apologize,” she mumbled.  She went to grab some coffee to wake up more. She looked like she didn’t get a good night’s sleep.

“What did I do?” I walked up to her. She looked at me before turning away from me. What’s wrong with her today?

“Blakelynn, I suggest you back up before I do something,” she said softly. What does she mean do something? Is she that mad at me that she wants to hurt me?

“You wanna hit me?” I looked at her confused.

“Blake, I wanna kiss you; that’s why I kicked you out. I just need some space. I’m trying my best to stay just friends but it’s hard,” she stated before walking away. I sighed and sat down in a chair. Of course I knew she had feelings for me but I didn’t know they were that deep.

~

I jumped up when I heard Mere get home. “We need to talk,” I told before sitting on the counter. She looked a little shocked that I was right there when she came in but then calmed down.

“I know,” she sighed and stood in front of me but making sure she had enough distance for her comfort.

“If you need me to leave then I will. I’ll try to find some place to stay,” I rambled. I knew I didn’t have anywhere to go but I was willing to go back home before I make her extremely uncomfortable.

“Blake don’t do that; this is my problem and I’ll figure out how to handle it,” she looked at me. I don’t know what she thinks what will handle her problem but I guess she had an idea.

“I knew you had feelings for me but I didn’t think they were that deep,” I confessed. I mean she never showed anything to make me think that she felt this way.

“And I know you feel something too because you would have said you didn’t feel the same already,” she crossed her arms. I looked down at the ground not saying anything to her. I guess she took that as her answer.

“You know I’m with Nae,” I ran my fingers through my hair to get it out of my face. She knows that so why would she say something like that? It’s just making things more complicated.

“I know Blake,” she walked away leaving me lost in my thoughts.

~

I was laying on Nae’s bed as she played with my hair. “Why are you so quiet?” She asked me. I sat up and looked at her hoping that she wouldn’t ask what I thought she would ask.

“Just some stuff going on at the house,” I admitted. She automatically tensed up at my answer.

“She didn’t make a move on you right?” She turned to look at me. I wouldn’t necessarily call what she did making a move because she didn’t even touch me in any kind of way.

“No,” I mumbled. Mere is strong about not interfering with relationships because someone did that to her. She knew how it felt so she just didn’t want to do that to Nae and me.

“Then what’s wrong?” She looked worried. That worried look made me feel even worse.

“She admitted that she had feelings for me,” Nae stayed quiet for a long time. It seemed like she was processing what I just said.

“If she makes one move, I’m done,” she locked eyes with me. Done as in with her or me? It doesn’t matter because nothing will happen.

“I love you Nae; whatever feelings she has will probably fade,” I told her. Doesn’t that happen over time? What am I suppose to know, I’ve only been in two relationships and it’s been with those two.  

“Do you have feelings for her?” She looked at the ground. She looked afraid of my answer and I never saw Nae look afraid in my whole life.

“Not like that; Mere is like a best friend who happens to be an ex. It’s just complicated,” I explained. I don’t even know what I’m saying. Things are just too complicated to elaborate on.

“It’s a yes or no question Blake,” she snapped. I knew she would do that, she knows when I talk around questions.

“No,” I lied. Well I don’t know if I’m lying or not; I don’t know how I feel about Mere. I know that whatever I feel for her, Nae over powers it. She stared at me long and hard before sighing. It seemed like she was seeing if she believed me.

“One move Blake,” she reminded me before getting up to go to the bathroom.

 

Nicki’s P.O.V.

Aubrey and I were lying in the bed. He was asleep but I was looking at the clock waiting for it to say 12. Just as it turned, Aubrey kissed me. I didn’t think he was up but it was nice that he was the first person to say happy birthday.

“Happy Birthday baby,” he mumbled. He pulled me closer while opening his eyes.

“Thank you,” I kissed him back. I wanted him to take me now but he gave me a knowing look. Why is he waiting, he’s been waiting for this day since we’ve been together.

“Naw, you’re gonna wait all day today,” he smirked. I glared at him while he chuckled at my reaction. He’s wrong for that and he knows it.

“Come on Aubrey,” I groaned. I rubbed my hand up and down his shirt but he grabbed it before shooting me a look.

“Nope,” he kissed my cheek before going back to sleep.

~

“Happy Birthday Mommy!” My said as she walked into my room. She ran into my arms and hugged me. She doesn’t know how good it feels to be called mommy by her.

 “Thank you My,” I kissed her cheek before I put her down. “Where’s Daddy?” I asked her. She smiled and handed me a note.

Onika,

         Happy Birthday again. Nae, Blake, and Cassie are coming over to help you get ready all day. You’ll be pampered before you spend all night with me. I hope you can back up all that mouth you been talking cause after tonight, you ain’t gonna be able to walk. I love you and hope you enjoy your day.

         Love,

         Aubrey.

I smirked before getting dressed. My insisted that she picked out my outfit and I let her. I wonder what he has planned.

~

“So what do y’all know?” I asked the girls as we got our nails and toes done. I know they know something because all day they were dropping hints.

“Not telling,” Cassie smirked. She and Nae didn’t get into it at all; Then again, they didn’t acknowledge each other but that’s better than fighting.

“So are you ready for tonight?” Blake looked at me. I nodded while blushing. I am more than ready for tonight. I’ve been waiting for this for a while.

“I want Drake to take my virginity; he’s someone that I know I won’t regret even if we don’t work out,” I explained.

“Well, tell us if it’s good or not,” Nae insisted. I shook my head with a laugh; it would be her to ask that question.

“I promise that it will be,” I let out a smirk before closing my eyes. I knew Aubrey would be good and even if he wasn’t, it’s not like I would know; I’m a virgin

~

Blake watched My for the night as I waited for Aubrey to pick me up. I heard the key turned as he came in. I immediately turn around to look at him.

“Happy birthday,” he walked over to me and gripped my waist and kissed me. I kissed him back before pulling away.

“That’s your third time saying this,” I smiled. He laughed before he grabbed my hand and took me into the car. We drove for a while so I took a nap. We finally arrived when I woke up.

“We’re here,” he smiled; it was a hotel. I scrunched up my face before looking at him. “It’s not what you think,” he laughed. We walked in and went to the elevator; I noticed that we kept going up.

“What floor is it on?” I asked me. He just smirked before it stopped. “You got the penthouse!?” I looked at him. He nodded before leading me to the balcony; it had dinner already there. We just sat there and enjoyed each other’s company.

“I love you so much Onika,” he grabbed my hand. I’ll never get tired of hearing that. Who knew we would make it this far in our relationship.

“I love you too Aubrey,” I smiled. He dropped to one knee and my eyes went wide. I hope this isn’t what I think it is. He’s got to be crazy if he’s proposing.

“I’m not proposing,” he told me; I let out a breath of relief. He opened a box and it was a ring. “This is my promise to never intentionally hurt you. To never take you for granted. To always be by your side and no one else’s. To always care for you and My. To always love you. I promise that I’ll be your man and never want anyone but you,” he said before slipping the ring on my ring finger. I stood up and hugged him tightly.

“Thank you,” I mumbled before tears fell down; he pulled back and wiped my tears. I pulled his face towards mine and kissed him. “I’m ready,” I locked eyes with him.

“Are you sure; I don’t want you to feel pressured,” he looked at me concerned. That only made me want him more. I nodded before kissing him again. He picked me up and walked towards the bedroom.

He pulled off my dress and smirked when he saw I didn’t have any underwear. I undressed him and then he picked me up and tossed me on the bed. After adjusting my feet on his shoulders, he lowered his head and dived in. He wouldn’t give up until I came three times. He kissed his way back up to me and kissed my lips.

“Are you sure?” He asked one last time. I didn’t even have to think about it. I want him in every way possible.

“I’m more than sure,” I kissed him back as he slipped on a condom. He was at my entrance as he stared at me.

 “Relax alright; It’s gonna hurt for a minute but then it’ll get better,” he explained. I nodded as he started to push in; I groaned as he pushed in more.

“It hurts,” I cried as he kissed away my tears. This shit hurt more than I expected.

“You want me to stop?” He looked down at me. I shook my head as he continued to push into me. He finally broke through my barrier and let me adjust. It took me a second before I told him to start again.

“Okay,” I kissed him as he started to move in and out. I moaned as pleasure started to take over. We never broke eye contact as he made love to me. Then we came together and it was the most pleasurable feeling I’ve ever felt.

“I love you so much,” he whispered as he pecked my lips.

“I love you too,” I pulled him into a passionate kiss.

“You know this ain’t it right? Since it was your first time, I gave it to you easy. Now it’s time for that drizzy three stroke,” he smirked before picking me up and carrying me to the bathroom; looks like I’m gonna have a long night.

 

Drake’s P.O.V.

I woke up the next day with Nicki lying beside me; I smiled and pulled her close. “Good morning,” she whispered before she placed her head in my neck.

 “Morning baby,” I kissed her forehead before getting up. She went to get up but then hissed. I tried to fight my laugh since she didn’t know that this was gonna happen

“You sore?” I questioned. She nodded and scrunched up her face; confusion was written all over.

“Am I always gonna be this sore after sex?” She looked at me. I shook my head as I walked over to her.

“Not every time; I know how to hit it right so you always will be sore but not as bad as now. It’s only because it was your first time and I didn’t take the rest of the night going easy on you,” I smirked. She grinned back as I picked her up and walked to the bathroom. I sat her on the counter as we brushed our teeth then I started the shower. I washed her and then myself before exiting. “So was it good?” I grabbed her hips and pulled her to me.

“It was amazing,” she smiled before kissing me. I’ve had sex with a handful of women but none of them compared to Nicki last night. They say it’s different when you’re having sex and making love; I now can understand why.

~

When we got home, I let her go in. There was something that I needed to do. I went next door when I saw Kolbie washing her car. “We need to talk,” I snapped at her.

“We have nothing to talk about,” she cut her eyes at me. She has to be kidding me if she thinks we have nothing to talk about.

“Why did you want me to think you were dead?” I looked at her. She stopped washing her car before turning to me.

“You’re gonna hate me for life,” she mumbled. Hate her for life? What in the world could she possible do to make me feel like that?

“I could never hate you; you know I love you. What’s going on?” I asked her. Before she could answer, a little girl ran out of the house.

“Mommy! Can I help!?” She exclaimed. I stared at her in shock before looking at Kolbie.

“Sure baby, just go get your shoes and then come back,” Kolbie said to her. The girl nodded before running back into the house.

“That kid better not be whose I think it is,” I glared at her. I didn’t want to believe that she did this.

“I’m sorry Aubrey! I couldn’t tell you because-,” she started but I cut her off. I didn’t wanna hear anything.

“I know why and that is what makes it worse; you know you’re wrong,” I shook my head before walking back into the house.

“Aubrey!” She called but I ignored her and slammed the door. James walked down the stairs and saw how pissed I was. I probably looked like I wanted to kill someone.

“What’s with the attitude?” James looked at me like I was crazy.

“I’ll tell you later; I need to get my mind right first,” I sighed before walking upstairs. Kolbie’s right, I do hate her for life.

 I'm seriously rewriting everything in part 3 because I had a better idea that messed with everything. I was thinking about part 4 and I just randomly wanted someone to die. I might not kill someone off but I'm in the mood for it; happy endings are boring.