Nicki
I walked into the gym and sat by my friends as I always
do. This past week has been the same basic pattern. We stretched, ran, worked
out, and then if we had time we danced. I felt like I was on the football team
for all of this but at least we’re practicing in the summer. We used to
practice in the summer for about three weeks and then be done. Now Coach Graham
had us practicing the week after school let out for summer vacation. Hopefully
this will all be worth it. I looked over and saw Cassie staring at me and her
friends started laughing.
“You got a
problem with me bitch!?” I was quick to my feet and my friends followed suit.
“Just
trying to figure out why your bitch ass is still here. Give it up Onika, you
ain’t shit.” She smirked as she rose to her feet. Her friends stood also as we
stared each other down. This bitch got on my last nerves.
“We got a
problem here?” Coach Graham asked as he looked in between us.
“Nah no
problem.” I broke the stare to glance at him. He looked at me differently as if
to ask if I was okay. I nodded and he walked away.
“Deal with
your bullshit outside of practice,” Coach Chimere snapped at us. I rolled my
eyes as I went back to my conversation. Her ass annoyed me. All she did was
yell at us and act like a stuck up prissy bitch.
“Nic.” Nae
nudged me while everyone else was talking.
“Huh?” I
looked at her.
“Why is he
so mean to you sometimes but can be so caring at other times?” She asked.
“Hell if I
know. I swear he’s bipolar.” I crossed my arms as I looked at my crew. “You
okay Blake?” I asked her. I knew she was shy but I kinda got her to break her
wall down a notch.
“Yeah I’m
just nervous. He’s making the first cuts today,” she told me.
“You know
you’re gonna make it. If anyone should be nervous it should be me,” I informed
them.
“What? Nicki
you’re the best dancer here.” Nia looked at me like I was crazy.
“I know but
he doesn’t seem to like me as a person. I mean he tells everyone that their
doing a good job except for me. He always has something to fix about what I’m
doing. It’s like nothing I ever do is good enough for him and I’m getting sick
of this.” I rolled my eyes as he blew his new whistle that he recently bought.
“Okay ladies!
Today we’re making the first cut so four of you are getting cut. If I call your
name then you’re staying. Parlan, Da-Xia, Christina, Bethonia, Kayanna, Maxine,
Casandra, Chaslynn, Meyshia, Blakelynn, Leslie, Natania, Jaznae, Carmelina,
Blythe, Carrington, Shreya, Tasmine, Brooklyn, Cenedra, Jaycee, Carlynda,
Zhaleh, Galaxy, Alani, and Onika. Everyone else, I’m sorry but you are
dismissed,” he sat his clipboard down and walked away. That means Alezae,
Benoite, Noxolo, and Yetty were cut from the team. Everyone said bye to them as
we all were relieved that we made it.
“Okay
ladies huddle around. First off, congratulations for making the top 26. Don’t
get too big of a head because tomorrow one of you will be cut. One by one you
will watch this team get better and become into one. My mission for when I’m
through with you is for you all to be one big family. I might not be your
friend but at the end of this season, you all should be there for each other.
You have to come together to build a team so we can compete against everyone
else. If you can’t even trust each other then what’s your point in being here?”
He asked while looking between Cassie and I. I sighed because he had a point. “I’ll see you all tomorrow.” He smiled slightly
and turned to walk away but turned back around to look for someone. “Blakelynn,
a word in my office please,” he said and then walked towards his office.
“Yo B, what
did you do?” Xia asked. She shrugged and followed behind him. The doors closed
and my crew and I just stayed sitting. We were gonna wait for her.
Blake
I sat down
in the seat that was in front of Coach Graham’s desk. He took his seat at his
desk and looked at me. I looked at him wondering why I was here.
“Hi
Blakelynn,” he said simply.
“Hi Coach
Graham,” I said in the same tone of voice that he did.
“Something
just doesn’t add up about you.” He scratched his light beard.
“And that
would be?” I was beyond confused by this point.
“You moved
here this year because you were bullied at all of your other schools. Is that
correct?” He looked over at me. I shifted my eyes to avoid eye contact.
“Yeah.” I
looked down at the ground. I really didn’t like talking about this.
“Why were
you bullied?” He asked.
“Why does
it matter?” I was done with this conversation.
“I don’t
want it to happen again because you’re a really good dancer. I think you could
make it all the way to the end and stay on the team,” he shrugged. My heart
just sped up. I could make the dance team? I tried out with no intentions of
making it. I moved in with my cousin, Nicki, and she has been showing me
around. Somehow she convinced me to try out and now here I am.
“They
didn’t like my views on certain topics.” I shifted uncomfortably.
“Okay well
if you need to ever talk, my door is always opened.” He gave me a light smile.
“Thanks.” I
tucked a piece of hair behind my ear and walked out. I looked up to see Nicki
and her friends waiting for me.
“What did
he want?” She asked me.
“He just
wanted some basic information about me since I just moved here,” I lied
successfully.
“Okay.” She shrugged and we started walking
towards the exit. I walked behind Nicki and her friends but Jaznae walked next
to me.
“Can I ask
you something?” She stared straight ahead as we headed to the car.
“Sure.” I
didn’t know why she would have a question for me. I’ve barely said two words to
her.
“Do I know
you? You look really familiar. Did you use to live in California?” She looked
over at me. I guess without the brown hair, glasses, and braces, that I’m
unrecognizable. I knew she was thinking about this since I moved in with Nicki.
“Um I don’t
think so. I guess I just have a common face.” I quickly ended that
conversation. The less they know the better. I didn’t want to have to deal with
this again. I just need to leave everything in Cali.
Shad
“So what do
you think of Nicki?” I looked over at Drake and Mere. I was still grateful that
they agreed to do this. Not only could this help the team but this could help
Drake to get back into what he loved.
“She’s good
but has a bad attitude. Shit half the girls here have a bad attitude,” Mere
said.
“She’s
amazing, one of the best dancers I’ve ever seen,” he stated simply. There was
this look in his eye when he talked about her. I knew that look. He only did
that when he thought that they were even better than him.
“You think
she’s better than you huh?” I questioned.
“Now let’s
not get carried away,” he laughed.
“She’s only
been dancing a year and I’ve never seen a girl who could dance the way she
does. I made Cassie captain last year but this year I might want Nicki to be
captain.” I thought about it for a while. Nicki has a way of making everyone
want to watch her; want to listen to her; want to be her. There are few people
out there who are like that and I just see so much potential in her. She could
go far, maybe even further than Drake.
“You’re
right though, she’s better than me. She dances so carefree and I rarely ever
did that. She makes all the complicated techniques look easy. It’s like she
erased the world around her but at the same time you can see her pain and all
of the struggle she’s been through,” he nodded while thinking about her.
“She’s
special, people like her only come once in a lifetime,” I told him.
“So what’s
her story? I mean she’s an amazing dancer, she’s beautiful, but she has the
ugliest attitude.” He looked at me.
“Her name
is Onika Maraj. She’s lived in Trinidad but moved to New York a couple years
after she was born. Her mom had twins, Micaiah and Mylan. A few months later when
Nicki was about fourteen, her mom and brother got in a horrible accident and
died immediately on impact. All that was left was Nicki and Mylan. Her dad walked out on her family after that
accident and she hasn’t seen him since. Her aunt moved up to lived with them so
she could finish school. Blake is Nicki’s cousin and she lived with her grandmother
until this year when she moved up here with Nicki. Nicki’s been through a lot
so she has this wall up. Last year she missed two months of school because she
was in and out of the hospital for her sister. Even though she was barely at
school, she managed to get straight A’s and pass her junior year. She’s smart
but she’s guarded,” I explained.
“Wow she’s
been through a lot.” He shook his head in disbelief. Mere looked at him
curiously. He’s thinking about something that I couldn’t put my finger on. It
seems like her just saw a completely different side of her and fell in love but
that’s ridiculous.